Since i have nothing educational or worth it to do except stare at my physics paper and go 'HUH?' or lie down on my bed and daydreaming on what my friends are doing in school, im gonna do something good and blog. Ok maybe not good but yeah at least something that keeps me occupied. Nyahahahha ok i have been using that word like since monday or something. My hands keep typing them, ish! Anyhoo, wednesday was awesome to.the.max. Met up with fantastic four to discuss abt the english project. Ended up them waiting for me god-knows-how-long ooooops! Felt bad, so bad. Guilt you know. So Gavin decided to do it at his house and I was like ok. Little did I realise that we took 65 to head to his house....... WHICH IS FREAKING AT BEDOK! And yet I told mom that we'll be discussing at TM. Mom actually allowed which is surprising because she hardly allows me to go beyond simei or something. In the bus, crapped alot. Didnt expect myself to be MY SELF you know. Prank called here and there. I think we were making a whole racket of noise in the bus. Tarzan ocean osama hahaha awesome. Elroy was being such a bitch like really really, tsk. Journey to destination was like a whole 30 minutes but it was worth it. [: Walking there was seriously irritating. Kept saying indian language and I got so irritated because I couldnt pronounce it properly. Gavin's house was really nice and clean! His grandma was ultra cute i swear. His brother so doesnt look like him. Felt so awkward going in there, like seriously awkward but thanks to the rest, they made me forget the awkward-ness. Discussed crazy but not practical ideas and stopped halfway to sing to songs played by Gavin. I think I laughed 24/7 and I really enjoyed that day. Went back with elroy and Gavin and HT had fun chasing buses. Yay love wednesday, thanks, F4! Shazzani called up to tell me that he had fun laughing at someone sleeping in the bus. -.- I THOUGHT SOMETHING EMERGENCY HAPPENED LIKE HE WAS GOING TO DIE OR SOMETHING and dang it, it wasnt. Wastedddddddd~
Thursday, told myself to be mentally prepared but I guess I wasnt mentally prepared enough. Came to school, MT was stupid, irritating and everything that defines shitty. Results were such a horror, like really. Just freaking passed HMT, wah! Yay athira way to go, girl! Nvm, told myself to calm down anw. PE was so !@#@#$@#!@ because everything comes back again and yeah, I couldnt avert it, tsk. So wanted to go for recess but I couldn't bear to see someone so yeah, in the end, stayed in class. Sorry Am and Day. D: Then, in class, was prepared to see that I failed for physics and yeah, my dream came true! I DID FAIL! YAY E8! -.- Freaking irritated because I thought I would get D7 or something but ok told myself, to stay strong again. I was getting agitated with Maths because I have 1001 careless mistakes and if none of the careless mistakes were there, I would have gotten myself a bloody A2. Yeah, IF huh? IFFFF, that stupid word, IFFF. Ok, my fault for being careless anw. I was kinda proud of myself with A maths. Because I failed the previous test and I passed this time round, by bloody 2 freaking marks. I was feeling calm BUT the thought of my mom killing me makes me go dramamama again. Like, I couldnt stop thinking on how am I gonna tell my mom that I failed physics and I have no A? 'Ma, YAY, I FAILED BOTH SCIENCES AND I GOT C6 for AM and B3 FOR EM'. Ok nooooo. Or 'Ma, sorry ma, I failed both science and Am and Em was shitty results also. *cries hardcore*' Ok no so melodramatic lah please. Or should i just face up to the bloody truth and say 'Ma, I really tried my best but I failed both sciences and got stupid results for both Maths' HAHAHA NOOO. Despite me coming up with 1001 ways to tell my mom, Im still gonna get hell and a trashing from her. So, why use up my brain cells to think of ideas? And nah, Im not gonna let history in sec 1, last day of sch, repeat again. Thats utterly foolish and stupid. In the end, like today, told her in the morning and she slammed the door at me. Well, expected anw. Again, the same words came out. 'WHERE ARE YOU GONNA GO? ITE?! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?!' Ok no eh, not ITE, please. I mean sec 3, a whole different year, different subjects. Many things to cope. I still need time to adapt to certain changes leh, momma! And she was like 'you can forget abt korea' Ok thank god korea is postponed to September. Nvm, that whole period of time, like from june to september, all the tests, im gonna work my butt off, mark my words people. Ok idk whether Im saying that to comfort myself but I think i really mean it you know. Like suddenly, this is like a wake up call for me. For KOREAAAAAAAAA!!! Ok so results = DANG IT BLOODY SHIT STUPID EW. NO As, only Bs and Cs. -.- Man, how I wish im like in 2008 again. Results were like Fuhhhhhh, awesome. As for Maths and lit. B3s for science, C5s for geog and hist. L1R5 was like <20>20 HAHA big jump right? K then there was band. THANK GOD I DID GO TO BAND. THANK GOD. NO REGRETS OR WHATEVER, I SWEAR. Headed to band with Dayana and I was so relieved I stepped into my 2nd home. It was like woaaaaah, seeing all the faces there, my section, omg, miss it! I felt like I was the luckiest girl when I set my hands on my boyf! It was still shiny but it stinks ooops. Missed both Sirs so much and I greeted them with so much enthusiasm! Scale test was funny with Mr Pisit hahahhaa. Sectionals was awesome, serious. Seniors started blasting their instruments and we all gathered to talk and talk like theres no tmr. Naufal was mixing up chords and it came out all shitty and disgusting. Juoyan was like being the irritating bitch, as usual. Qian Hao claimed he has leukemia because his hair undergo a haircut. -.- Omgee, they seriously made me laugh and and and and nothing was on my mind! If only they were NOT to graduate, that will be heaven I swear. Not to mention Khairuzzaman and Alifah who made things waaaay better. Ok esp Khairuzzaman, tak habis dengan Nabil masyaallah. Celebrated Sir's birthday! Man, seeing Sir so happy, standing there, infront of his cake, makes me feel so glad that I didnt quit band. Glad that I didnt leave band. Seeing my juniors, makes me feel honoured that I didnt leave them alone to face the upcoming events by themselves. Seeing my seniors, makes me think that yessa, I didnt leave band and yessa, I bonded w them and woah, it reminds me of Syazwani. Dayana and me had so much fun going grugalaga over saxaphoneeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Melted like alot of times already. Cake was so mocha-ist but nvm, i loved the durian. Overall, school on thursday = MAJOR and after school = Euphoria yayyyyyyy!
Ok now, stayed at home because something is wrong with my stomach. there was air in it, thats why, keep vomiting ew. Need to take like 1001 vitamins as stated by daddy which was hell. Damnit. Found out my eng results and combined humans results like just a minute ago from dayana and woah, yay, no As again! L1R5 not >20 but >30. Yeah, learn inequalities right? Ok so good. Ok done. I want to go clean my bed and think of something worthwhile to do before I get another thrashing from mom again nyahahaha. Thanks Am and Ziq and Shaz for being the 3 most important people in my life. Thanks Sya for being there for me like throughout this whole phase, really appreciate it, gal. <3
