OMGGGGGGG hahaha hi people! I miss blogging manzxz! Its been like a billion years since Ive touched my blogger. But who cares? Im enjoying myself during the june holidays. No studying, been slacking all the way. Bad, yes I know but I need to enjoy too. CRAP. God, no, I dont deserve the enjoyment. HAHA no such word but really I dont deserve enjoying my butt here. Nah I should be studying and catching up with my physics and A maths. Wait I have been studying physics. Ok thats only for one day. -.- Ok like I state all these, like you all bother to know eh. Maklumlah, Im freaking bored since idk what to do on the computer nowdays besides facebook. Friendster is so not active anymore and facebook is like everywhere, together with twitter. Ok ANYWAY holidays have been a blast! Have been like going out con-currently. Is there such word? Ok going out continuously! Korean dance practice is going well, i guess? Didnt attend for the rest but the one I attended, we were confident of the steps already. Well, lets just hope for the best? [: Physics lessons were a bore. Ok maybe not exactly bore but it was total boredom if it was taught by teacher M. I can totally fall asleep~ But sitting infront of ruzaini and rizky and am kept me alive and listening. Ah thanks peeps!
SLEEPOVER at aunt's place was the bomb seriously! Had a blast there! Wah sleeping there, it was a racket already, I cant imagine my girlfriends having sleepover altogether. 1000 times more hectic then this, I can assure! Swimming at sengkang was awesome, really. I think I have a phobia of drowning. Like a real phobia of drowning. I mean yeah people fear drowning but drowning hardly comes into their minds when they go for swimming right? Well, mine does. Like everytime. God I still remember sec 3 camp. Paranoid was like controlling me 24/7. I needed like almost 10 people to assure me that I wont drown and get eaten up by sharks or pirahnas. I think sengkang swimming complex is better then tampines there haha. I mean duh right? It has more attractive things that convince people to visit the place. Oh there was like this group of Ah bengs or whatever. They were like walking to the adult pool with such movements that has labels like 'MACHO' or 'STRONG'. And you know me, I have this thing for staring at such people, and there I was staring intensely at them and then I knew they were gonna like dive into the pool or whatever. One by one, they dived into there and there goes the water. And then the last guy who jumped in, in my mind, I thought that ok his gonna end the whole diving thing with a fine move or stunt but hell was I wrong! Yeah assumption again, darn. He dived into the pool like some girl! I SWEAR I WAS LIKE LAUGHING MY ASS OUT AND TRUST ME, MY LAUGHING MY ASS OUT WAS LIKE DARN LOUD. And they stared at me. And then............. I tried getting out of the water to run away but I couldnt because it was slippery. And then I walked briskly in the water to the other end. Ooooooops. But seriously IT WAS LIKE SOME GIRL WITH HIS HANDS AND ALL AND HIS SCREAM! OMG please. Ok sorry but really, I think that made my day. These small things can simply turn that frown upside down. Like how this guy sleeping in the bus can make Amirul laugh haha. Xbox was awesome. Racing and soccer and boxing and shooting was THE best! Snacking at night is like woohoo!
ZOO next day was phenomenal. Ok not to the extent of its freaking extraordinary but to me, it is, it really is. Ive decided. If i were to work part time, I would work in the zoo, seriously.~ Yeah people may jeer at me saying ooooh you will have to pick up their poops and all but heck. I love animals. I have a fetish for them though. Especially the otters and the kangaroos. I love the elephants. Such obedient creatures. If animals can be this obedient, why cant human beings do the same, right? Yeah, the pot calling the kettle black. Had to go through this butterfly park which I hate the most but it was an experience. At least, I was brave enough to overcome my dislikes. As you all know, I HATE INSECTS THAT FLY. Even butterflies although people repeatedly tell me that they are so beautiful. Yes they are really pretty but they fly, so nah-uh, i dont like them! Me and my sister had to like scream and hide behind my mom because they were attacking us for no particular reason. Ok not attack but they were hovering above us. God, it was hell~ Contradicting because bats who like fly just past me, I didnt bother and yet butterflies, Im panicking like some blonde. Haiya. Dramatic events occurred and it was so blonde-ish and bimbotic. Cousins were utterly endearing, with their toddler moments. Oh talking about moments, I had to went through an unglam moment. Total embarrassment, i tell you. I was being the most enthusiastic human being there since it has been decades since Ive stepped into the zoo. Nevertheless, I made my way to the otters. Admired their adorable-ness and giggled here and there. Suddenly I felt like something really huge is gonna come out from my body. Well, I assumed, AGAIN that its not gonna be loud but I was mistaken. It came out like some nuclear bomb exploding from my body. A malay family heard it and looked around and smelled. My aunt tried covering up saying that its the otters' smell. Oh for heavens sake, that is really so unlady-like! And my mom had to make it worser by questioning loudly on how many embarrassing moments have I encountered. Oh pish posh~
VS concert was really full of descriptions. Inn of the sixth happiness was just kepooshblurgh you know. It was really awesome. The tubas were really strong, no doubt. Darn strong and their mute was big. The other songs were ok too but the best was the first song and their SYF piece. Their merry widow was technically awesome but the feeling wasnt there, no offence. Percussion ensemble was really cute, seriously. Ok I think I really need to learn up all the spellings of these music stuff. I spelled ensembly on sombre. -.- I spelled embourchure as armatial. -.- Yes I finally admit that I suck at theory. I cannot sightread. Ok sidetracking! Journey back from VCH was really awesome. Had this really coincidental moment. Dayana and Khalis and me were being the hyper freaks while Heng yeow and khalis trombone were staring at us like we were some freaks. Yes, we were extremely noisy in the train due to some incident that happened along the way. Laughed continuously till we ran out of laughs. Khalis and me had a serious talk along the way. Hang in there, my friend. These are pros and cons yeah! It was the best night ever! [:
PULAU UBIN was a freaky yet amazing experience. Was again, haunted and paranoid about getting into the bumboat. I was probing my uncle repeatedly regarding the way youre supposed to board the bumboat. Are you suppose to jump or walk into it , that kind of thing. Thank god it was just a small jump. Phew. The breeze during the journey was really cooling. To add to it, it was like in the morning. Not much sun. So windy, really serene. Arrived there, yes, the context and landscape of the singapore in the olden days. Prolly 1940s or 1950s. There were still kampungs and all. Shocked that people still reside there. Cycled around the whole place. Ok not exactly the whole place. Chek Jawa/mangrove boardwalk/tower/coastal boardwalk were the places I visited. Didnt know british set up a house for them there. Yeah my history is atrocious, oops. Climbed rocks, hurt myself alot, got rashes also but in the end, it was a whole lottt fun! Saw species that I didnt knew it exist. Really a good experience. The best one though was the part where we got chased by dogs and a wild boar who stared at us like as if it was gonna come after us w its horns. The one screaming alot was obviously me. The calm one was my uncle, telling us not to look behind. The religious one, who constantly recited prayers was my step uncle and me too. It was a really good exercise, i swear. Cycled for 3 or more hours and then, went back again! I was so sad to leave that place. D: But I snapped many pictures though! Go cycle there, its really fun and a good experience. I LIKE! ~
F4 ENGLISH PROJECT can be portrayed as an amazing race. Travelling from east to the west of Singapore was awesome yet tiring. Imagine in malaysia, travelling from Johore all the way to the end of Malaysia, wow. Hell, I tell you. Syimah gave me sushi and boy was I happy! It was like euphoria, i tell you! Its been months since I pig myself on sushi though. Met up w the rest after that and played w my camera while the rest eat. Ice kachang vid was darn hilarious I tell you. Gavin was seriously hyper and high! Headed to below of the mrt tracks but we realised that we actually wasted 5 minutes of our life, waiting for the train and video-ing it and yet, it was really stupid since we cannot see the train fully. Raced to the bus stop and dropped at mr teh tarik there. Bought durian and asked the uncle to show off his skills when doing his teh tarik and video-ed it. Yeah, we video-ed shit stuff but it was hell fun.~ Bused back to inter and train-ed all the way to raffles place. Talk shit in the mrt and listened to crappy stuff. It was a loooong journey. Alighted and didnt know how to get to esplanade. -.- We were lost for a few minutes but gavin genius guessed the way and we reached our destination! Durian was giving a problem to everyone. WE HAD TO FREAKING SMUGGLE THAT STUPID DURIAN THERE AND IT HAD TO POKE EVERYONE. Durian punya pasal. The nice aroma of the durian filled the train and we were so paranoid about it. Gavin's hand bled because of the durian, yet again. DURIAN YOU KNOW. See how much problems a $3 durian can give you! Videos were so funny especially if Gavin or Elroy is in it. We were seriously hyper all the way because of the things we see. Just so you know, we are geeks so we dont have ample time to travel around singapore. {: Took LOADS of pics because we were really enthusiastic! Second meeting was more tiring. 9am to 6:30pm was really worth it. Train-ed to raffles place again. Hectic and chaotic in the bus because of us trying to video Expo. Had to video-ed 3 rounds of Sir stamford raffles because they were busy playing around and fooling around. -.- Thanks Elroy for the plaster though. Blisters were so bitchy, irritating, ugh! Hao Tian became Raffles. Wow, 1001 differences! Gavin was again hyper, as per usual jumping here and there and doing kungfu stunts and kicks. -.- Its really a pity being the only girl in the group. I had to be exposed to such guy stuffs, tsk. We had quite a hard time finding the merlion also. Video-ed Gavin drinking the merlion and stuff and it was so fun! Went to chill at coffee bean after that since we needed aircon and we were imagining ourselves when we grow up, having such a meeting at this kind of places. So sophisticated. Talked about everything under the sun though. Next, we had to walk such a long distance to the mrt back since we didnt know where to go. -.- Went to marina barrage after that and these girls were being utterly irritating. Seeking attention, I suppose. The guys were hitting back at them, and I had a good time laughing my ass out at them. Marina barrage was the best place among the rest. There was this exhibition showing the bestest creations ever! We camwhored there using the machines there and send it to our emails! Amazing, please. Headed to airport in the end to have lunch. We were too shagged that we took one hour to eat. Amazing race, we would be the last, serious. I have to really agree that these guys are like girls. They really are very slow. Ah there were so many events that happen that made me smile ALL THE WAY! [: Actually planned to video-ed the planes but in the end, realised that there were no aeroplanes taking off. -.- Going to airport makes me reminisce the korean moments. Clock struck 6 and headed home. I think this english project is the most awesomest project ever! Should have more of this! Whos with me?!?!
Band has been really exciting. Im always excited to go to band. Enthusiasm, is the exact word. Ive finally realised how much I love band and its like my second family. I love my juniors esp Chun Chun. Omg I cannot believe Im saying this but yeah, his the one that makes my day everytime whenever Im feeling down or whatever. Stepping into band makes me feel serene and in peace. No problems haunting my mind or whatsoever. Chun is irritating, I cant disagree with that but with his irritating-ness, yes, those actions and expressions clearly made my day whenever I have a frown on my face. Not forgetting Dayana Adly Esmadi and Khalis who makes me feel welcomed in band ALL THE TIME. Sectionals are always full of laughters non-stop. Alifah's scream/Khairuzzaman merepek-ness/Chun's irritating-ness/Yong Hui blur-ness/Davin's cheeky-ness makes the euphonium section complete! Journeys home are always hectic and chaotic esp with the seniors around. I feel at home. And well, I so have to be mentally prepared for investiture! 11th july, here I come. I hope the band's discipline will not deteriorate dramatically. And I hope the respect for Sir will still remain up there no matter what. Like what my friend said, (ahem) no respect and all, vivala is just gonna be a waste of time. Zaki told me this, We are the engineers and pivot of balance, fine tuner of harmony, cousins of the Tubas and French Horns, speakers of the Trombone pitch, distant relative of the woodwinds and supporting patron of the melody. What more can you ask? Truth. This is the truth. Yeah my section may seem NOT essential or necessary but I have to agree with what Zaki stated. [: I LOVE PASIR RIS BAND. Cmon people, throw those hard feelings and look forward to the future and work together! We promise you, my friend! (ahem) I miss wanie. D:
Fathers day is celebrated in such a distortedly and un-array way! Firstly, went for bowling. We were the most bimbotic family there actually. Freaking chaotic for the fact that when my aunt wanted to roll the ball, idk how, idk why, it went flying off to the other side. Thank god that our alley was at the end. The person working there had to pick it up for us. Embarrassment, shhh. Next when I wanted to roll the ball, it dropped with a loud thud. Ok not to that extent of embarrassment but still??!! Next, went for swimming again. Omg I think my family loves swimming or something? This time, I went up the slide and when I rode it, I tried stopping myself from entering the water by pressing my hands against the slide. Darn pain, seriously. The image of drowning kept replaying in my mind non-stop. Told ya, I have a phobia of water. Tsk. Next, headed to grandfather's place to celebrate fathers day! OH I BOUGHT SUSHI YAY! Elated ok. Mango cake was so yummy and durian puff was just simply delicious. Yay happy fathers day! Love you papa for being the coolest yet kental father I can ever ask for! XOXO
I have terrible news. Bad atrocious news. I can cry the equator after typing this. DDDDDDDD: Get ready, please. Ive asked my parents to remove this lovely Imac of mine from my room and place it somewhere else and they have agreed. And furthermore, they are gonna shift it on the 24th June 2009 09:30am local time. Depressing isnt it? But nevertheless, it was my choice. And I had a closing ceremony just now w my sister. She presented me a imaginary cert stating the separation of Athirasari Diyana and Apple. But it was a wise choice. Ive thought of all the pros and cons of having a computer in my room and oh boy, there were more disadvantages you know. I have to admit, I cannot resist my temptation of the computer. And Ive been hogging on it almost everyday when I come back from school. To say that its addiction, its a no but to say that Im simply hooked onto it, yeah, more like it. Not much difference but addiction sounds like I have to go counseling or something and simply hooked onto it sounds more lenient you know. So Ive already expected my blog to go ka-poooosh but Ill do update BUT it'll be like once a month or something? Judging on my schedule, its a once in a month. I seriously have to focus 150% on my work now to get into my dream JC. My facebook will probably be boring that Im not surprised if my profile suddenly shuts down. Yeah, so I have made the right choice although the consequences are affecting badly but nevermind, its for my future! You go, girl, no more apple in your room! Ok I seriously have to try to let go and move on about this. Ill need time, LOADS of time. Apple is like my life.. my heart.. my everything ok stop. I will stop. I WILL. OK ENOUGH. MOVE ON, TIRAGAL1994.
H1N1 is like sooooooo happening right now. Its like sars or something but not that crucial. Its already become pandemic for goodness sake! And the cases locally linked have outnumbered the cases that were from other countries?! This is outrageous! But a part of me is jumping for joy. The thought of wanting to go to an affected country actually slipped through my mind but nah, I wouldnt want to take the risk. But I dont think Im ready for school, seriously. I mean Im not ready to make my brain function again. Ok simply because I havent been studying regularly so Im expecting that my brain forgets everything and it has shut down. I mean yeah I study occasionally, when Im at home. Other then that, NO? D: So Im seriously not mentally prepared to allow my brain to function again. Shit I have to start reading up chem or something but oh wow, its only how many days to sch and I have other stuff to do. Darn. But seriously, thank god that H1N1 is curable. Yeah, H1N1 is lethal but its curable and it can cure! [: Again, its up to the individual. They must be responsible and seek medication if there are symptoms of H1N1! Because of H1N1, korea trip, postponed. D: Darn sad. Talking about that, had this random dream of George yesterday. Extremely bizarre. I love playing truth or truth with Dayana and Naufal! Made me made choices and sacrifices! And oh no, Taylor Lautner is dating Selena Gomez. Another depression. HAHA nevermind, I still have Chace Crawford. Yes, im loyal to him! [: I miss my girlfriends, so much! Esp Ameera. Its been so long since Ive seen her. I miss band although I had one last week. 8D Battlefield/Paparazzi/Boom Boom Pow is stuck to my head already. Extremely addictive, im sorry. I cant wait for transformers and harry potter!!!! *screams till head drops off* I think im gonna get myself another hamster. Its been too long since my hamster's death. I need to get another one to fill up my life hehe. Ive bought alot of things during the hols and im so contented w them! Grandma bought me stuff from China, love it!
I think Im gonna really move on about certain things. Im really not bothered anymore. Yeah, I told myself that I will try as hard as I can to clear things and make it better. I told myself that you are not what people thought you were. I told myself that you are what I thought you were. I told myself that you needed time to calm down but yeah, how long? I approached but you ignored. After exams, clear things up, bullshit I guess. I told myself that Im not strong enough to let go of such matter and I will do whatever I can to solve it but nevertheless, if you tried so hard and it doesnt work, just move on right? At least I tried. I tried and worked my ass out to make things better but if you, at the other end, is lazing around, sipping off your fruit punch juice, watching some shit show, it wont work right? Yes, it wont. At least I had the initiative to try and reconcile with you but whats the outcome? You pretend. PRETEND. Yeah Im not gonna blame you or anything. Im already mentally prepared for all this to occur in such a short span of time. Everyone has their own grudges and all. Nah Im not gonna pretend that everythings okay when its not but Im gonna pretend that all this never happened. Yeah you may be one of the most important people in my life but I guess that such things do happen. Never did I imagine you to be such a monster. But its okay though. Everything happens for a reason. Now, I see the reason. I dont want to live in regret where I regretted knowing you. So yeah, its for the best. The quote 'friends come and go, but true ones stick with you', im still holding on to till now. I guess you fall into the categories of come and go. Wah like smartcard at msia that one. The touch and go thingy haha! So I guess thats it. Cmon athira, you have so much things to move on about, you can do it! Im now strong enough to let go. Dont worry, I just need time till I forget everything ok or at most, I totally shut my brain about you till I will think that youre some stranger whom I just happen to see in school. Dont worry, my friend. You can have your celebration after that. Just wait. It doesnt hurt to wait, right? (:
Sorry if Im extremely emotional there. Cant help. Bottling up aint good. Just need to let it out somewhere. Emotional, I know but dont worry, this will be the last. No more of all this shit or crap or hell. OK WAH SO LONG POST! Hahaha i miss blogging extremely long posts! Ok now Im gonna go check on the timings of transformers 2! Yippee ok band on thurs cant wait!
